A moody week

This week really make me crazy, that why my mood also not good.
Why became like that??? this is because my superior took MC whole week o!!!
This news really make me feel stress & tension, because i duno wan how to handle all the things by myself (i just have roughly 4 months experience).

Everday i need to control the cash flow, update transactions, do invoice, call debtors make payment, go bank and many many many small things, want take a rest also can't.
Everyday back late, no time drink water & go toilet as well. Makan oso nid delay to 3pm only can eat, what the busy working days!!!
I still remember wednesday that day i cry infront my colleagues coz i really can't suffer anymore d.
All the things push me to the high level of tension, make me can't breath at all.........
Everyday just know cry cry cry cry cry..................
What can i do???

Now i only know my superior very "geng" coz she can handle all the things without other peoples. i must learn from her when she back...
Hope she can get well soon & back to office as soon as possible lor....

日落-Sunset


好久都没看到这么美的夕阳,因为天天都迟放工。。。
前几天因为某事故,所以就早放工咯。。。
那天的心情还蛮好的,当我看到美丽的夕阳时,就忍不住拍了几张照片,因为平时都没这个机会啊!!!


我驾着爸爸的Unser,时速100km/j-120km/j,不顾自己的安全,不顾其他人的眼光,竟然拍起照片来咯。。。
这种感觉非常棒,那种快感,配合那美丽的夕阳,简直处在人间天堂。。。
好久都没有那么轻松过,但是美好的时光终是断暂的,还没回到家天已慢慢转黑了。。。
你们说对吧???

看看我拍的照片吧!!!
我在欣赏美丽的夕阳哦!!!



看,我驾超快的哦,因为在最右边的路啊......

看,长长的车龙,气死人了!!!
上天桥还敢拍照哦,真是不知死字怎么写,哈哈哈。。。
如果天天可以看到这么美的风景就好咯!!!
好想去海边看日出跟日落哦!!!

Water fall & Maluri Jusco

Today date with Ivan and his friends, our destination isssssssssssssssssss - Gabai water fall...


I still remember i been there long time ago, i think almost 10 years lur.
Still remember tat time go with my daddy's friend and when the day turn to nite, i saw many fire flies around the trees...


But this time we go at morning lor, damn tired cz nid to woke up at 6am, my panda eyes visit me again, hzzzzzzzz
Act like i tipu by them lor, cz Ivan said mz reach his house at 7:30am, but i'm the most early one wait at Ivan's house, want a girl wait whole village of guys, the world change d. hehehe.....
After all the guys came, we move to church cz nid meet wf Ivan's friend, around 9am something only start our journey.....


We took many pictures there but i haven't get from Ivan's friends, so cannot upload my photo here, next time only upload lor.......
At the same time i get to noe many friends from this trip but all are Ivan coursemates, not the friends from church, dissapointed..... hehehe.......


After our journey, i went to Maluri jusco with Ivan cz got sales there --- shopping time.


Ivan bought a set of clothes, i choose for him de oh, hehehe, so nice.......
See See the pictures, nice boh??????





But me, can't find a set, damn boring, moody......



Actually today my mood not so good cz something happen d, but i cannot share this to u all cz is P&C (Private & Confidential), hehehe......
Hope i can cope this problem soon lor, must be hapi ah.........

Sorry, my dear friends

真的很对不起啊,我的朋友们,尤其是丽梃。。。
其实我不是不想帮你庆祝,只是我真的很忙, 忙到身体都快负荷不了,我真的没力气了。。。
提早祝你生日快乐噢!!!
还有就是嘉闻。对不起,我知道你一定不开心的,因为你plan了那么久,我却搞砸你的计划。。。
我只想告诉你们我这个星期心情真的很差,工作压力非常大,甚至每天都以泪洗脸,希望你们可以体谅我。。。

我的心底话∶
为什么我天天都迟迟放工???为什么其他朋友可以准时放工???
为什么我要过这种生活???我真的很辛苦,快撑不下去了。。。
每天脑袋都装着满满的烦恼,谁可以帮我分担???
好想在爸妈的怀抱放声大哭, 让他们知道我的痛苦,但是我又不想让他们担心我,只好自己躲着一旁哭

我快崩溃了!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Memories